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I decided it would be a wonderful idea to make a vlog. Make a video where people can see how I look, how i speak, maybe answer some questions they have.
Feel free to ask any questions below as long as they are not too personal (I have my stepbrother around), and I will try to get it made maybe tomorrow or the day after depending on the question amount. Go ahead and ask away. :3
Feel free to ask any questions below as long as they are not too personal (I have my stepbrother around), and I will try to get it made maybe tomorrow or the day after depending on the question amount. Go ahead and ask away. :3
Terrible confession
Hello, I realize I should have been up front about this a very, very long time ago. I made a mistake and went against the one I love, the one I TRULY love. Brittany.
Brittany and I stayed together that entire time. I cheated on her, I lied to my friends, I lied to my family, most importantly I lied to Brittany. She never deserved how I treated her. I love her with all my heart, and I realized myself a fool. A sad, sad, hopelessly flawed fool.
I should have never been with Maddie, I should have never done what I did. I feel regret within every fiber of my being. I just wish I could turn back time and redo it all so I could just be with Britt
Please Read
As many of you already know, the owner of this account has lied to everyone, especially myself.
My name is Brittany ( ManboobLover69 (https://www.deviantart.com/manbooblover69) ), Dave's girlfriend. I never committed suicide, I never cheated on him, and we never broke up in the past. I stumbled upon this account a couple nights ago and found everything: Maddie, his new friends here, the truth about him and his current life.
Truth be told, I've never been in so much pain throughout my entire life. We've been together for a year and a half now, and it feels as if I've known him since childhood. His original account on dA was destroyerdave (https://www.deviantart.com/destroyerdave). We met March 23rd of the ye
Sinking
This desert is so very lonely. I cant stop looking to the north knowing Maddie is that direction, over a thousand miles away. I get to be back up there on Tuesday, finally.
I miss her, I miss the trees, I miss the fresh non-arid air. I miss my guitar, playing loud the sounds of my heart. I will not miss this place one bit, for it leaves scars imbedded in my brain. I choke on my words like I have a rope around my neck, I wish I could be freed from this burden, this feeling. What is my purpose? What does anyone see in me? It feels like my entire self is sinking into oblivion. I need help, I need a reason. Why do I need to exist? What possible
Sinking
This desert is so very lonely. I cant stop looking to the north knowing Maddie is that direction, over a thousand miles away. I get to be back up there on Tuesday, finally.
I miss her, I miss the trees, I miss the fresh non-arid air. I miss my guitar, playing loud the sounds of my heart. I will not miss this place one bit, for it leaves scars imbedded in my brain. I choke on my words like I have a rope around my neck, I wish I could be freed from this burden, this feeling. What is my purpose? What does anyone see in me? It feels like my entire self is sinking into oblivion. I need help, I need a reason. Why do I need to exist? What possible
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Ummm.....hmmm......*chews thumb in concentration*
Have you ever fallen in love with a fictional character?
What? No, that has never happened to me! What makes you think that?!? Hahaha...... 
